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016 [Voice] (Backdated to... morning?)

  • Dec. 26th, 2010 at 5:02 PM
Stay in the box. [...] No. Stay in the bo- Stay-

[And that's when Sigmund realizes the journal already started recording while he was distracted.]

Sokka

I need workspace in the smithy. Stay out of my way. I won't be in yours.

Simon

Come to the smithy later. I need to fit you for something.

Katara

We will speak tonight. After dark, past the southern edge of town. If you are willing.

[Sigmund will not be home today until quite late, so the chances of catching him are slim. But everyone will find a neatly handwritten note slipped under their door, to the effect of "I made you something. It is in the kitchen. Your name is on the jars." And, as the notes said, there are three little pyramids of six squatty little jars each on the kitchen table. And in those jars... is pie. Portable pie. Sigmund-cooked portable pie. For Capell and Katie, apple. For Edward, venison and mutton.

...Pie.]

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chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 27th, 2010 11:23 pm (UTC)
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[Sigmund looks back at the town, and then decides to move just a little farther away. He gestures for Katara to walk with him.]

From the statue.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 27th, 2010 11:44 pm (UTC)
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The statue gave you a puppy? [...yes, she's amused. No, she doesn't bother to hide it as she follows along.]
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 27th, 2010 11:59 pm (UTC)
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Yes. [Awoourf, interjects the fluffball. And then it sneezes on Sigmund's clothes.] Hush, Dog.

I didn't ask you here to discuss that.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 12:08 am (UTC)
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[Please tell her that you did not name the puppy Dog. That would just be cruel and unusual. And all right, fine. She sobers and looks up at him.]

All right. I'm listening.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 12:17 am (UTC)
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[But that would be lying, and that would be wrong.]

I know that you were upset that I did not tell you everything you wished. I do not think that entirely fair.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 12:35 am (UTC)
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[Oh, of all the arrogant--]

No, I was upset because you lied to me and then asked me to trust you. I don't think that is entirely fair either. I know you had your reasons and that's why I'm willing to hear you out, but starting out by insulting me is a pretty bad way of doing it.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 12:56 am (UTC)
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[Sigh. He should have expected that.]

The one had nothing to do with the other. I told you that I would keep Katie safe. Did I lie?
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 01:41 am (UTC)
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[She frowns.] Then? No. And I'm glad. But that doesn't change anything.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 01:57 am (UTC)
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What do you want me to say? You know that I don't want to talk about this. So what do you want to hear?
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 02:18 am (UTC)
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You were the one who asked me to come out here. If you did that, then you know what I want to hear. [And she stops walking and looks at him.] The truth, Sigmund. I've heard enough, between what Capell said in that cell and during the last experiment to put some pieces together. But you still denied it to my face. If you're going to offer me any explanation at all, it had better be the truth. Or else just - don't bother.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 02:27 am (UTC)
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There is much truth to tell... and I've already told you more than you think.

[He looks up to check his sunstone, and then hugs Dog a little closer, giving him a scratch behind the ear.] Ask your questions.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 02:51 am (UTC)
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[She pauses a moment, knowing that what she's about to ask is deeply personal. But he's lied about it, and lied about it, and lied about it to her face. And he was the one to call her out here and offer explanation.

...that counts for something.

And that's why she doesn't bother verifying what she already knows to be true. Instead she goes straight to the heart of it.]


Why did you lie to me about being Capell's father? It's obvious how much he means to you.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 03:19 am (UTC)
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The first time you asked, I hadn't told Capell yet. It isn't a simple issue.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 03:43 am (UTC)
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[Hadn't told Capell?

So much for it just being a matter of them taking Sigmund earlier in his timeline or something.]


So explain it.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 03:51 am (UTC)
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[Hopefully Katara's ready for how not-simple this story is about to become. Sigmund tucks his free arm in against his stomach and shrugs his shoulders to bring his cloak higher. He can't say he's surprised she hasn't put everything together yet.]

I explained much of it the day we first met. Capell is the prince of Casandra.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 04:37 am (UTC)
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[She stares at him for a moment, blatantly uncomprehending. Their first conversation had been so long ago, she has to work to remember it.

But he'd told her the story of Cassandra, the water kingdom. Told her how its prince had been born unblessed, and set adrift to die on the water as its barbaric law commanded. Told her that the queen had died from grief, that the king had abandoned his people, left the country to war and ruin.]
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 04:39 am (UTC)
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[And when the pieces all fall into place, Katara instinctively recoils. Her stomach turns, she is actually that disgusted.

Standing in front of her is a man who as good as murdered his own son, and abandoned his people.]


That was you?
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 01:21 pm (UTC)
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[There was a time, not so long ago, when that would have hurt him, though he might not have shown it. Instead, he takes a deep breath, and draws on some huge well of experience to stay impassive. His eyes are curiously distant, as if he's staring out into the darkness of the forest and seeing something else entirely.]

That was my wife, and my child. And the world would have been better off had I not loved them as I did.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 07:04 pm (UTC)
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[Katara, whose mother had died for her because of the depth of her love, and whose father had set the love of his children aside for the sake of the world, can in no way take that statement with good grace. Ridiculous as it may be, as far removed from their interactions as his past actions were, she can not help but take this revelation personally. It feels like a betrayal. He'd all but murdered his son, abandoned his country for the sake of his grief - and she had trusted him.

And he dares to tell her he had done all this in the name of love.]


You had a funny way of showing it.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 07:45 pm (UTC)
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If you intend to judge me for my past, at least hear the whole of it.

[Dog whines, and Sigmund runs a hand over his head to soothe him... and to soothe himself. He hates this. Not only is it a violation of his privacy, it's a violation for the sake of someone that he fears - if not instinctually dreads - won't even try to understand.]

It was not a simple matter.
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 28th, 2010 09:52 pm (UTC)
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[Really, for a moment Katara's tempted to just turn and walk away. Why should she stick around? She wanted to know why he'd lied to her, and he told her - he'd lied to her because he was aware that he was a nasty, vile excuse for a human being and he didn't want that made public. Good. Fair enough. Time to go.

...but she had seen how he had treated Capell when they were malynapped, seen his care for him all through their time in Luceti - even when he was a penguin. And she'd seen the obvious affection that Capell had for Sigmund as well.

That spoke loudly enough in his favor that she was willing - for now - to stay and hear him out.]


I'm listening.
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 29th, 2010 12:53 am (UTC)
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I didn't want to give him up.

[He closes his eyes for a moment, and takes the time to collect his thoughts. Maybe it's just the light, or maybe it's the turn of the conversation, but something about this moment makes him look suddenly, incredibly old. There is no physical change, but his expression looks more suited for a tired old man than the teenage boy he appears to be.]

The nobility of my world are chosen by Veros. Only an Aristo may take the throne. To go against the laws of Veros would forfeit my right to rule. My choice was between a people who had depended on me for many years, and one child. How could I say a nation was worth less than one child, even my own?
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 29th, 2010 09:33 am (UTC)
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Because his rules were wrong. How could you rule a nation - any nation - under laws that sanctioned the murder of children? You're talking as if you only had two choices - you didn't.

[And you abandoned your people anyway.

But she doesn't say that - not yet. And she doesn't turn to leave, despite how sick this conversation is making her feel.

How could he?

It was like staring at Zuko's father.]
chaincutter
[personal profile] chaincutter wrote:
Dec. 29th, 2010 02:36 pm (UTC)
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Because they were not my laws!

[That outburst makes Dog whimper, and Sigmund pauses briefly to attempt to collect himself... and doesn't. How dare she act so superior to him? She knew nothing. Capell lived the life of an unblessed. Capell understood.

When next he speaks, there is a slight waver in his voice, as though he's barely keeping himself together.]


What choices? What choices do you believe I had?
Katara
[personal profile] markofthebrave wrote:
Dec. 29th, 2010 07:57 pm (UTC)
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[It's rare for her to see Sigmund lose his temper, but she is not phased by it. She's a few steps away from completely ripping into him, and is only hanging on because - because there's no point. He's done it already. What difference can anything she say make? They're not even in his world anymore.

She should just walk away.

But then he asks a question that deserves an answer.]


The same choice anyone has when they're faced with something that's wrong - to fight it. [She knows what that can cost - your life, the lives of your families. She's seen it in her travels, from earthbenders taken prisoner to a father gone over to work for the Fire Nation for the sake of his son, to what she heard of Zuko joining them. It can cost everything. And she believes with everything in her that it's worth it.]

Which obviously you did - somehow, in some way. Or else Capell wouldn't love you like he does.

[You just should have done it sooner.]

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"When you find what's important to you, fight for it. With your life."

This is a roleplaying journal for Lord Sigmund the Liberator, from the game Infinite Undiscovery.

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